My Pretty Blue Rosary (Poem)

Stumbling through this crazy world is never going to be easy for me. My mind is covered in a completely dark fog, my body is covered with scars that no one will ever get to see.

I ask myself time after time after time. Is it really worth it? Yet there is comforting me and protecting me from losing it.

I look down and what do I see? My pretty blue rosary.

It brings me so much happiness and glee. To someone who is undeserving like me.

When I feel like I am going to cry, I begin to hear the sounds of angels singing such a sweet song. It is a reminder that they are always there to tag along.

Though my body continues to ail me, and at times, I never know if I can ever make it. I just look back and see how far I have come and remain grateful for it.

Everything hurts, my body shivers, I feel like I was stabbed in the liver. Just got to keep telling myself that God has and always will deliver.

I do my best get through each and every day, but I still can't help myself from being surrounded in misery. But it just makes squeeze tighter to My Pretty Blue Rosary.

Until Next Time!

God Bless and Be Safe Everybody! 🙏🙏🙏



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  1. The Chad Yoder Nerd BlogMay 22, 2025 at 11:23 PM

    Roses are red violets are blue you are a good person my twin you know its true,Love ya my twin

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