Is True Love Gone? (Poem)

 It is time for me to move on from the idea of true love, for that passion for me has been long gone. A dream I once had hoped to be true, will never see the light of dawn.

For it's very essence has been pulled out of my being. The hurt has been too much for me as my mind and my soul can not agree on what I am seeing.

My confidence when it comes to women, is at an all time low. It soars into the darkness, like a raven or a crow.

The idea of love has become a burden to my soul. And now, it is time for me to find a new goal.

As much as I wish it could be something I could achieve. As much as I want to believe, it is time for me to stand up and leave.

Yet why is my desires still there for me to contend? Why can it just come to an end? It is tough enough for me to make a friend. My heart is too broken for it to mend.

My goal now is to move forward and overcome my mental state. I do not wish for my brain to be full of anger and hate. If I could find true love, it would be great. However I fear it is too late.

I must better myself before I make mistake. And bring me some more heartache.

The need for clarity is a must as I must end this sad state of sorrow. For I need to learn to be happy, in order to have a better tomorrow.

To protect what is left of my broken heart, the need for my love to flow. But first, I need to learn, to let go.

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