What's going on? Being honest with ourselves!

 I don't like to cause any problems with anybody but there have been a lot of things that I been wanting to get off my chest for a very long time now. And that is in my humble opinion people don't seem to want to be honest about really anything anymore.

Now, I could be just a little paranoid, maybe my anxiety is getting the best of me or whatever. But as time has past I have been getting a weird feeling all over me.

You see, I just feel as though people no one is really being honest with each other, themselves or to God anymore.

I wish I could describe it better but it has been a concern of mine for quite a long time now and I feel like it is getting worse.

People would always say things to me like, Josh it is just a different time. But honestly, I think that is just a lame excuse. And the reason I say that is because a lot of those same people who say that kind of stuff to me are the exact same people who then say that they don't understand how things around us are getting worse.

But in my humble opinion, we all know what the problem is. We just for whatever don't want to actually fix the problem.

Another thing I am worried about is that I feel as though people only want to help somebody if they can get something out of it instead of helping because it is the right thing to do period.

It kind of feels as though people would help only if you would convert to their religious beliefs or agree that their political side is right in everything or whatever.

You see things on tv and they talk about how things would only work if they were in charge. But to be honest, I don't really see any difference with whoever is in charge because it just feels as though everybody is just fighting each other for whatever reason and the people have suffered for it.

It also doesn't help that every time that I go out, I see people struggling and no signs of things around me or anywhere getting any better.

Like I hear people talk about how changes are needed to be made but at the same time those changes aren't happening. Like again, if we all claim we know what the issue is, then why can't we fix them? Now I am talking about anything whether it be jobs, schools, government, etc.

I'm not saying it is easy because NOTHING ever is in this world. I think we all can agree on that. But, doesn't it kind of feel like it's easier than what we are all making it?

Maybe it is how we are just being human I don't know. But I can not help but be worried for all of us. 

And that is another thing. I also worry that we are all not being honest with ourselves and more importantly God. I say this because too many times now I hear people talk about a number of different topics but act like they never done it or have thoughts about them either. And it happens on all sides so please don't even start pointing fingers at one another.

Cynicism is another major issue that I've notice becoming worse and worse as well. For some reason everybody just wants to think the worst of one another. Like someone from one group could do something wrong and they just mark everyone in whatever group as the same thing and that is not right. There is good and bad in everything.

No one is Perfect! Never have, never will, it says so in the Bible we all fall short. And anyone that thinks they are not of sin is a fool.

I pray every single night asking God why am I the way I am, why am I into the things I like. Or Am I doing good enough? What does it all even mean?

And I will continue to pray for all of us because we are all trying to make our way through. I also am writing this because I don't like seeing people suffer, I just want there to be peace for us all.

God Bless and Be Safe Everyone! 🙏🙏🙏