Weird Visions!

 In my continued efforts to find myself and come to Jesus with some of the things I have been going through my life. I decided, for better or worse to open up on some strange dreams or visions I have had in recent memories.

You see a while back I had mentioned that I was cheated on by my ex-girlfriend nearly ten years ago and I have been recovering ever since.

But around this time, I also began having these dreams or visions. To be honest, I never really notice things like this before until after we broke up.

I can't quite yet figure out why these started happening but one night out of the blue, I started having dreams that involved two women. Now I know what all of you are thinking, Josh! Your a guy! It is only natural! Only problem is that, these scared the ever living crap out of me!

The first one was me seeing two women tied up hanging over a cliff. It kind of made me feel like I was told to make a choice between the two. 

Another one was when I saw these two women again this time they tied up to some wooden poles and it appeared as though some pilgrim was stabbing them with what looked like a branding iron. Just seeing their faces look back at me as if to say please help us, but I couldn't move at all.

One of the scariest visions or dreams was about being on some old sail boat. However everything was just black. Like what I mean is I could see a view of the shape of the boats and ocean, but it was just shades of black. And all I can heard was screaming!

I haven't had visions like this for a while now, which thank you God. But remember asking my friends at Moon Dragon about them and even praying about them. Now I started to look back on them and I wonder what it all could have meant.

Maybe I am to never know, but I can not help but be curious. What was the point of all of this? Why was I even dreaming about this?

I guess that this just another piece of me trying to discover some things about myself and just trying to grow from it.

God Bless and Be Safe out there everyone!